tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53607618701571345962012-02-15T22:25:13.195-08:00Alexandria Murillohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04452203668142086051noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5360761870157134596.post-67835350468298305242011-08-29T13:51:00.000-07:002011-08-29T14:07:17.693-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-wogC5oudh5Y/Tlv_dVFJEcI/AAAAAAAAA00/tRrt8lO4EJU/s1600/51cUOYZPnfL._SL500_AA300_.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-wogC5oudh5Y/Tlv_dVFJEcI/AAAAAAAAA00/tRrt8lO4EJU/s320/51cUOYZPnfL._SL500_AA300_.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5646387437179048386" /></a> <br />For me hearing a brand new song is the highlight of my week! If anyone knows me well enough i will listen to a song --that i like-- OVER, and over and over and over again. Until i get sick of it. (which is really rare and doesn't happen for quite a while) I just feel like it's the best thing ever. It truly makes you feel better no matter what is going on. It's better than any type of treat i could possibly have and i would not be able to live with out it! If anyone knows me well enough again- I want to be an artist and share my love for music! I know that it really can change peoples lives and it definitely has the power to touch anyone. Whether you LOVE Country, Pop, Rock, Hip-Hop, Rap..(umm...im not too fond of it.), or the oldies, which i place in their own category. But there is a song in each of these genres that can reach every single person. We may not all like the same music but we all have that song that we can listen to over and over and again and not get sick of. (Although you probably don't listen to it over and over and over like me :) Anyways, The other day i was in my car and i heard a song playing on the radio and immediately i had to find out what it was called. So i pulled out my lovely iPhone and use my soundhound app. ( I love my iPhone a lot.) anyway I found it and i want to share it with everyone! Im actually listening to it right now as i'm writing this.. Without You By David Guetta & Usher. It's not out yet which is definitely a bummer..But you can find it online and play it off of a site which is definitely what i'm going to be doing until his new CD comes which is only a couple weeks away! Now i'm wondering..not that i'm sick of listening to this song, but what are some of your favorites? I want to hear some more really good music! <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5360761870157134596-6783535046829830524?l=alexandriamaile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexandria Murillohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04452203668142086051noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5360761870157134596.post-71149341740211240042011-08-29T12:55:00.001-07:002011-08-29T14:12:29.865-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-8gtZL5ZZwmQ/TlwAukZx_lI/AAAAAAAAA08/KkyhvfmsnT8/s1600/love13.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 250px; height: 250px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-8gtZL5ZZwmQ/TlwAukZx_lI/AAAAAAAAA08/KkyhvfmsnT8/s320/love13.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5646388832861552210" /></a> <br />>TRUST< <br />One thing in a relationship that either, binds you together or pulls you completely apart. <br />How is it that i'v ended every relationship...Maybe because i'm bored, because i found someone new, because i'm realizing i only liked him for that one minute we seemed to get along unusually well, because he did something so incredibly weird and i cannot stop thinking about it, because i need my space, because he messed up, or just simply because i don't like him. I could literally go on and on about the reasoning behind every breakup i have been through but truthfully, i'm starting to realize something. <br />Today i was actually thinking about some really deep things, yes the work out i'm going to have later today and the piece of chocolate my dad had in his office that i just had to take.. very frustrating actually.. but no even deeper. I was wondering exactly what my problem was--if i even have a problem. But i have never been able to trust anyone. Flat out Never. Im not sure if this is normal but heyy everyone is different! I have so many things going on in my life 24/7 that i always put my feelings aside and focus basically on whats important at that moment. But lately this has been pretty important, Im having thoughts of not trusting someone specifically.. and it really is bugging me so much i'm getting really annoyed. So as i was browsing other peoples blog i realized that i need to get this out one way or another and decided to start this blog. No long story behind it or anything, i just want to get some things out of my mind and somewhere else so others can deal with them! :) Anyways, trying not to get distracted. I think i have found my problem. I can't put my trust in someone for the very reason of them breaking it or hurting me. I literally have put up a wall that i don't ever let people completely into and its starting to get in the way. I know everyone has problems with trust and i have heard so many stories with peoples lives and it totally scares me! But i think about my life and i have NO reason whatsoever to not have trust for that certain person... SO what is my problem you may ask? Im trying to figure it out.. i can promise you i am not insecure, from what i can tell. And I want to have trust in everyone and see the good and awesome person they are but i think that people fail to show it, and i don't want to deal with that part of anything. I love when its perfect, fun, and i don't have a worry in the world but once something happens that makes me doubt, its all downhill from there and i literally worry about every little thing. So i'm wondering how do other people deal, and tell me i'm not the only one with this problem. Leave some wonderful comments i would LOVE to hear them!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5360761870157134596-7114934174021124004?l=alexandriamaile.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexandria Murillohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04452203668142086051noreply@blogger.com1